So much to say

I have written a couple of thoughts, events and memories that have taken place during all this time on my cell phone but that's as far as I have been able to do instead of typing it up and loading it to our blog.  I feel like I just do not have enough time I am constantly busy, then I am reminded of how much busier it's going to be when you arrive.  I know we can figure it out.  I do want to share a letter with you my love. 

My Dear Son,

I can not wait to meet you! I talk to you often and if you remember a couple of days ago I shared with you the joy I feel to have you growing inside of me again. I am so blessed because of that! I feel honored and very special that we have shared 32 weeks together so far.  I must say they have been great!  You have been such a good baby and I hope I have been a good home for you.  I try to inform myself on things I should do for you, better choices when I have to eat and what's best for you. 

I feel bigger that has been the only thing that makes me uncomfortable but I still would not change having you grow inside of me for anything in the world.  You get the hiccups a lot I was concerned for a while because I wasn't really sure if they were the hiccups I went to BabyCenter website did some research and asked the Doctor during one of our appointments.  It's the hiccups! :D I have read from some women that it is very annoying I can not agree with them why complain about that? All I wanted to know was if there was a way I could help you get over the hiccups because it could be uncomfortable for you but other then that when you have them it gives me a chance to feel you.  I love you so much already! 

You are part of your daddy and me and we hope and pray that we do great things for you.  We will always love you! We want to be good parents to you, we want you to grow knowing that you are a child of God and that you are very special.  We want you to grow up to me an honorable young man, we want you to love people and animals, to have a compassionate heart and be strong, healthy, generous and humble.  We want you to know that you are loved by many people already, on a different post I have to tell you about the Baby Showers in honor of you. How many people came together to show us that we are supported and loved by so many family and friends.  You are one lucky baby boy. 

On another note I also keep reminding you not to hurt me too much when it's time for us to meet. :D  Your mom is not very good with pain and for that reason I am a bit scared but all that goes away when I think of the moment when I will finally have you in my arms because you are already forever in my heart.  I love you so much!

-Mom

p.s. we are waiting to name you until we meet you although we do have a couple of names picked out I hope that when we see you we can have a better idea of what your first name will be.